i started listening to bands like mcr, p!atd, fob, sws, bmth (ect.) about three years ago and the reason i started listening was just because i liked listening to music that actually meant something, but that was it. Then, early this year something really awful happened; my friend tried to kill himself, i called the police and stopped it. since then everything has been piling up and taking a huge emotional toll on me. now i understand why people say music is their lifeline, their escape. now i understand why it means so much to people.