Dance with me on the white coal

Listening to IAMX was always the cure I need. But even music doesn’t help to hold myself from crying. There are times when I’m not able to cope whith everything what’s on my mind.But even then I feel ashamed to show my weakness cause I have to be strong and supportive.I don’t know where to ask for help when I’m drowning. What if I’ll juist bring the others down ?

This is the time when I really need a bit of support. I need something more then IAMX songs. So if anyone comes across this post accidently …I’ll be grateful for attention.