I know everyone is talking about Jesus today and I hope you’re all having a great Easter but I just need to talk about the dudes who saved me for a minute. I am depressed. I’ve been depressed for ten years. I’ve struggled with all the usual things: self harm, apathy, suicidal thoughts. most days it’s all I can manage to get out of bed, and that’s an accomplishment. depression is a life threatening disease and there have been times when I wasn’t sure how much longer I was going to last. this is a lot for anyone to handle; you can imagine what it was like for me as a teenager. the only thing that can make the sad go away, every time, without fail, is this incredible band. fall out boy, these four guys from the midwest who somehow found each other and decided to make music together just in time to save my life. they bring light to my dark places. I will never be able to thank them enough. this is my best effort. I’m the happiest girl in the world when you’re on stage. thank you for everything.