I don’t know where I’d be without music

The hardest times for me are those, when I have to take all my energy into keeping the bad thoughts out. Those that take me over, make me cry out in fear and keep my breath and body trembling from them

And some days are just way harder than others, like the days when I can barely think at all and I turn my music up so loud I can’t take a straight thought anymore.

I don’t know where I’d be without music