Music did actually save my life…

So… Whenever I tell someone that music saved my life they always say that music can’t save lives, but let me tell you real quick why it did.

When I was 12, I started a new school. I thought everything was going to be SOO good and I was gonna become a teenager you know.
But the time went and when I was 13 I realised that no everything was just worse, I got to the time where I realised that the people that I thought liked me didn’t.
I didn’t do a lot of school work because I thought everything was pointless, I probably wasn’t gonna get older than 15 anyways.

I started being more and more on the internet and got really into My chemical romance, and that led into me finding out about bands like Pierce the veil and many others.
I realised that other people felt the same as me.
I didn’t go a day without listening to music, it was so comforting.

Pierce the veil has been the band that’s meant the most to me, the lyrics fucking amazing.
And when I saw them live in march 2015 I was so happy.
I finally got to see the band that trough their music had comforted me when I felt like taking my own life.

And now when I listen to so many different bands like Ghost, Tøp, Foo Fighters, Om&m and so many other.

I wouldn’t have the guts to commit suicide, I still get the thoughts.
But honesty I have to be alive to the next ghost record, I have to know what the next papa looks like, Are they going to be the same in the future?
Will MCR ever get back together?
And I have to see FF live again.
I have to meet PTV at least once in my life.

I’ve realised that there’s so much things in life that I can look forward to and that’s what keeps me going every day.

So I want to thank all of my favourite bands for trough your music making me to the person I am today, and I can honestly say that I’m feeling a lot better than I did 2 years ago.
Also even trough I might want to die sometimes I keep going because of your music.

And being dead by 15? Fuck that I’m 15 and alive and going to live for many more years!